Serenity & Agitation. A perfect combination.

Tbh, doing all this freaky research is just scaring me to death. :/

I can’t fight my thoughts. I can’t. I just can’t. I’m letting everything take over. I keep having the same dreams too. And the meanings not pleasant either. ‘ITS APPEARANCE IN A DREAM ANNOUNCES DISILLUSIONS AND DISAPPOINTMENTS.’ I need to do at least an hour of work before I let myself rest. I have to. Ah man, aggggggitation. it really is an agitating moment. I’m shaking all over. He’s back, and I’m scared.